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new school year begins, the younger brother was admitted to a focus on high school, boarding school, I went to a junior too. This is our last year in the school campus, our medical school from the fourth grade, will enter Hospital class. that we really come to an end of campus life. Therefore, I order to cherish this last year, went back to school and we live in a dormitory together.
winter, the three of us with small VI, often go out to play. Sometimes the weekend and drew my brother, we went to sea after skating, eating out. or to our house we cook, play cards, play and sing. Lee town guitar playing is a good hand, I This is worship. But I also have very let them worship the words come from Latin, so our English class, there are so few sections have to learn Latin, the key is to test. Each Latin word is particularly long, and difficult to remember. I'm bad enough in itself of foreign languages, I was in high school because it would not sound, so is the Chinese pronunciation of English words marked, such as miserable as I'll note: m sub bun. dust I'll note to: kill him and so I invented a piles of this monster. Because of this, Ho Pao-yu especially love reading my English book, because there are so pronounced, he read it all to laughter. now learn Latin, I can only see out of my house skills and patience to teach children to my friend, sister were children. I remember we all reflect the difficult words such as benzoic acid (phenobalumbitalum) to the label as: anger than he pulled radish Lu. nicotinic acid (nicotinikuse) marked as : You may have to put your pants. and then widely circulated in our class. consistent with the blind worship by students, of course, the expression of worship is Xiaofan Tian, and then all the way to go according to my memory. especially the primary six students, it is simply admire the five body cast, and every day to get me to do a lot of bad mark my words. so every town meeting Li, Wang would be particularly admired about my invention of talent, from the heart with admiration that looked at I laughed more than.
this period, the new king and a low grade like a beautiful girl, in the past closely for some time, the results from the organization did not take long, and again returned. have not seen Liu Biyuan to us school to find the small town of Lee. summer time to have seen Ho Pao-yu and Li Chen again. I heard Ho Pao-yu paid a girlfriend. is warming up with. I also do not want to disturb other people's happiness moment. junior year, we past men working classes are beginning to pay a lot of girls boyfriend. our class to spend, and I suddenly began to regularly cotton. but most people ignore her. We set the big boys to pursue her, she ignored. slowly I know The purpose of her. She took a fancy to Li town, close to him through me. So I go, she followed, so she will have the opportunity to contact Lee town.
day she said to me, especially like Li town, asked me to help, let me tell Lee town this matter. I told her that Lee town has a girlfriend. her special self-confidence, said: boys like him, it is estimated not to pay people who had such a girlfriend. So I joined, he would not make a fuss. to ask you. very good. I think, while I take this opportunity to convey something of my classes receptacle. When the dance ended, Li, went to town around us.
I Wang said: To take a break, you go to invite them to Big Brother. no expression and said: do not know? you that she and her classmates, Ho Pao-yu on the good. They are classmates. carefully asked: Ho Pao-yu she felt right. on the happy to the sentence: , said: tell you, she likes you, and you want to contact. Anyway, you idle, I think you can consider. introduce a? I know there is a clear insight to. > I said: Liu Biyuan blowing, and I seem to be quite happy. In particular, I know, and Ho Pao-yu Liu Biyuan hooked up, and I even more curious, I thought, looking one day I'll have to ask this kid test. actually and I also kept confidential. on his The woman phase, also play third party interference. like that. I just do this well, incited.
this year's red in May, our school should have changed that for each class the chorus, into a gathering of students and in the theater. They come with some programs, some programs in our school. Because our school and what their school sister school. I really do not know how the leaders of hospital sisters is sworn out.
student informed me that I'm prepared accordion solo. I want to play hands song, a Romanian song began to practice. the past two months, where I did not go to play. In addition to classes, is practicing. how disgraceful I can not give our school.
performance that day, the king come to our new quarters, to help me back piano. I He said, I was nervous, I'm afraid of mistakes. He assured me that he and Lee town in the background waiting for me. Tell me, wrong wrong, no big deal.
we entered the hall, when the background, which the drama students are putting on makeup. I first saw so many beautiful girls boys together. I feel more nervous. palms began to sweat. I started looking for our school team. to see our school Some of the girls are talking around a boy, the boy sat back at me, looked up and speak our school girls. I just look to see their face, looking at the kind of excitement they worship the way. I think this boy, or what celebrity is, or what leadership is. I followed the new king of the back, they speak through these people into our team's dressing room school play.
I let the new king of the Qin put underground, and then pulling the sleeve of his clothes, said: > and like the last, as he touched my head and said: > I Puchi about laughing, the mood is relaxed a little. I really felt at that time, he is my brother. I watched him go out, I saw girls that were around the boys face. It was a smiling face is full of youthful vigor. You can use all the words to describe his lecherous face, handsome, good-looking, beautiful, beautiful. a pair of talking big eyes, looking at the girls talking to him, laughs, a neat white teeth. a straight nose, square frame at that long, angular face, showing a wave of young British gas and childish boy. If I classified the boys around my Lee town handsome, WANG Xin-wen gas, Ho Pao-yu feminine, Li Chen coarse. and this boy is more British Gas, a guy look. I would like to see this way, it is estimated is not leadership, it may be the star. He In speaking, as I look unintentionally glanced in the room. looked at me. I was just sinking, Wang Xinping calm down the heart, and jumped up mad. I may be ugly early age by adults that that are used to, so attractive people are particularly sensitive. I pay special attention to people's looks, whether it is a beautiful girl, or the outstanding boy. I belong to professional lust and his ilk, the men and women can enjoy. I thought to myself in thought, what the boy acted drama or movies? not remember how I seen any drama, so spirit of the actor it? cranky for a while, to hear the background charge of the program says that the show began, let us are in accordance with the right order. I was surprised to be ranked third. I think Ye Hao, suffer early, early liberation.
did not think I performed very successfully, actually nothing wrong with a sound, I was finished the last note time, out of breath. Sign curtain with a bow, in a warm applause, carrying a piano back to the background, this time, I saw the town, and Wang Li, the new capital stood there, his face is a smile on I said: when that handsome boy just out of his high, about 180 or more, and he stood there, give us way. three of us quickly from his side out of the background after.
night Lee and I town, Wang came back after dinner to see in the dorm are saying something fierce.
I said: it again. boy. is that the actor walking performance. He really did not say, that voice was full of magnetism. I have learned to his name. His name is Wu breeze. in the theater performance students, I heard that next year's graduation. br> I was impressed, said: I guess our school has long been rushed to the front of these beautiful girls. I was just along Xiaqi. in our school. what he had, probably along with the principle that a girl does not account for cheap, motherfucker it. ! the topic of conversation quarters, and later on flattering.
this day in early June, I found my neck a tumor, to the hospital, the doctor said to undergo an operation, I was terrified. my parents In the field, I could only their own decisions. But I did not mind the end, because I and Wang Li, the new capital town than big, I always regarded him as a brother, so I talk with him. He hear me out, decisive said: fear, because my parents in the field, his brother is still small, still live on campus, I do not want them to know. or let them worry about it. I do not know how to do. At that time, I accompany you. absent the first time, you do not control. I will let the new king to help me leave relatively close, so the next day he first went to register, so he linked to the number, give me a call, arranged for me to tell me the time I'll pass. so that I can get some rest, do not get up early.
probably the next day around 9 o'clock, he received a phone call saying that my surgery is scheduled at 1 pm. I asked him: turn, you are probably over 12 to become. said: walked past, said: next to a park, we go find a place to stay. , and find a place to sit quiet about it. I is not having the interest, estimated early tachycardia was. sit down. This is my first surgery. I know I'm the most painlessly, I fear injections, not to mention surgery. I sat there, both hands together, in the heart tremble. I said: injections, fear of surgery, I was shaking, cold hands and feet. I do not want to do. we go home. hand, and then slowly around me, so my head on his shoulder, said: lymph nodes. taken out of no things. Do not how was to be his own bluff. Well it his own bluff.
He looked down at me smiled and said: he whispered: his words have no reaction, only try to silence my right to start the operation of fear.
operative time, and we go the operating room, the doctor said to him: ; and then at me, said: entered the operating room.
doctor told me to take off his coat, and I tweaked for a long time, the doctor said: I was covered by a large list. put my face mask up. But I can feel her with a cool thing in my neck rub to wipe away. I was too nervous to grasp the edge of the bed, tell yourself, no matter how Do not be called pain. to hold back. Then I heard the doctor said: . I call tempting the , a nurse came in and said: come in asking why do not we give her anesthetic. I explained to him that is anesthetic, his sister, sensitive to pain, why they are called. Can I cry? So while I do not call, but secretly cried in large list below. I feel like crying out, nor how the pain. After a very long time, but the doctor said only half an hour. surgery done The doctor put me on the neck wound with the gauze. opened a big list, see I'm still crying, said: come and collect the results of it. the door, Lee out of town for a look at me and immediately welcome back, took my concern to ask: get the results next week. out.
our side to go out to the hospital, he asked me: . to my house. His younger brother live on campus, so my family usually do not have one, so even the hot water at all. into the house, Lee town to help me sit on the sofa, said: then ready to cook. make two dishes and one soup. Rice is also a good stew. My house is an old building, Bedroom, is a sub-unit of the original parents, the parents transferred, there is no going back. that seemed to housing reform, and and other policies. in that room is a small restaurant. the middle put a round table. I went over to see my favorite tomatoes, fried tofu, and wood to be meat. there is a seaweed soup. We sat down, he gave me Sheng a bowl of rice, I am moved to say: ;
I just had neck surgery because of a sore throat thing to, but I did see his hard food, I am sorry to eat a go, so I choked back pain, eat slowly.
He seems to see I swallow anything hurt, said: Sign said: it. watch TV. I'll clean up. like him so considerate care. but I gave up the idea immediately. because I know that type of girl he likes small and, from what I first saw Liu Biyuan, I know, the type of girl he likes. I do not want to because my own ideas, to undermine the friendship between us. I think he might have been a sister to me as a pet it.
he put away things, sit next to me and asked me with concern, the wound still in pain. Then he said, the first day of pain is normal. this time, the king received a new phone, asked me how. I told him, I'm fine, let him rest assured that what he asked the town to the Lee leave things be. are completed, he said, let me to rest and leave, said teacher shall then be submitted to school time. also said it was late, came to see me the next day.
I take calls, get back on the sofa . see Lee look like a small town wistfully, care to ask him: . ; you like it? br> His hand gently holding my head. moving their faces to the front of me, brings tears to me said: him, I know why he wants to, but I feel like I'm looking forward to the waiting, my heart started jumping mad.
He said: bounce in his eyes tightly shut up. may be the way he saw I was nervous, very funny, I heard him rip the secretly smiled. Then I felt his lips on my lips . is still soft, hot, and then he began to feel as if I get tongue licking my lips, skateboarding, and itching. I also wish to bring to your tempting to the tongue licking his lips, I opened my the mouth. his tongue about to enter my mouth. I felt his tongue is soft. I let him kiss. My spirit is with his kiss, slowly ease. I like this feeling, and the last completely different feel. I do not know how long, he let his mouth. tender looked at me and asked: embarrassed ; This is how I feel, I want to be and you feel the same. very good, are you? I will do what he promised his girlfriend. but he did not say. He only said: > When he was gone, I could not sleep. I think the two kissing my surprise, all my best friends, buddies children. I started thinking, I is not want to ruin our friendship? If the two of them really liked me, how do? two of them is itself a good friend, if I had one girlfriend, then I certainly will lose the friendship of another person. And the two of them will therefore enemies as enemies. so all of our beautiful, happy, will cease to exist. but I can not promise that I and one of them good, it will last long, because I saw too many men and women friends, started dating the beautiful , and the final break up of pain. I do not want that. I feel that they are because of me, the hostility between the slow pan up. such as the new king of the phone just now, Lee remained silent small town. even I thought, Wang take advantage of a small town to accompany Liubi Yuan Li, pulled me out, kissed me, a small town the next day Lee's cross-examination. I can feel it. I'm not. I feel like I might have to check, I have repeatedly stressed in front of them, their appearance estimated is a hint of them unconscious, we can not, but all this before I did my own instinct to protect themselves. because I do not want to lose their friendship. I know that once I and one of the breakthrough the boundaries of friendship, my happiness will not. I feel guilty because of injury to another. I like both of them, I do not want to hurt. Why do you like to be with it? between men and women do to have true friendship ? true friendship should be like? For me, if they were contacts with other girls, at least I will not destroy their friendship. they will both still be my friend. If I choose one, If I can not sustain this feeling, I lost both of them. So I have to choose. I thought well, maybe not forever remain between men and women in particular pure friendship, as when we first started dating , is so pure, long time, will inevitably be some subtle changes, as I know my own heart changes. I know, I just know if they had one, and he treat me, I will accept, but now I can not. I do not want to lose their care and love, and happiness with them. I like the big brother-like protection. It seems I can only choose to play the fool, I will not promise one. I can not take resolute refusal to hurt them. But I can also maintain that although not by the pure play the fool, but after all, no other direction to the friendship. I think they both could not come to take that first step, but also take into account the friendship between the two of them. They do not want to a girl decorum. They are currently trying to catch me, watch me from Who is more recent, and at the same time also test their friendship. So I want to use their current feel hesitation, to be a break, and love is better than it, I also need friendship, I have to protect our friendship. I'd rather put my feelings keep inside them so that they do not know life. No matter how they want to I, I do not care. I made this decision after that they can sleep the sleep of a practical.
next day, I did the day before Lee's food town, out of the refrigerator, the hot, hot , eat. I wound pain a bit better. I think I should go out and buy food in the evening to give them both a cook. because my parents gave me enough to live on every month, I can not let them spend time with me money. So I went to the free market to buy a lot of dishes.
evening, two of them came together. I bought lots of fruits, canned or something, if I really like what is seriously ill. After dinner, we sit together and chat. Lee town always want to sit next to me, let me against him, several times, while the king of New trash, or wash the dishes when, hug me. I did not leave immediately, but always find an opportunity, before fleeing over. I felt his sensitive, I smiled at him. He looked at me several times strange, it seems like I do not understand. I do not understand do not understand it. Wang seems to feel something, always take the eyes of the body in the town of Lee and I sweep to sweep. He saw me, and I guilty of fragmentation. sad, too bad. I want to reverse this situation.
I started attack, I smiled and asked: report to you before, recently it idle. is chaos everywhere to seek for it. But I frequently see class spent a recent attack on a small town like Lee. Yes. actually it also keep the Matchmaker. quick to report that, to what extent.
Wang still smiled and said: the town of Lee, said: not from what? celibate, I am from, and it was against my principle of life. Me, I'm ready, I do not get married, do not have children, who are not married, so do not give people Tian Du, will not let people look at me all day long face-lift and could not eat this. I do to Learning to San Mao, a back pack, traveled the world, to a place to wage their own money, and then all kinds of people love. experience life. That is what happiness it? of my remarks, like not recognize me. Lee town, said: kinds of people in love, you are not afraid of people, people afraid you do. the eyes of foreigners, and that is greatly flower girl to work. type of girl, that is the Chinese people's aesthetic. people like me a foreigner to this, tall and thin, with block hood, the girl can be when the flag. That no matter where taken out, have not lost that small flag float, with the tour guides like. Do not ask me come from? my hometown in the distance. said stitches to accompany me, I said: I'm not afraid. see you in our school. We went to the hospital internship two years less two of them and all the girls did not contact. but we always find time together. and as long as I have something to find them, no matter whom they are first time help me. they interact with all the girls, I have seen. watching them both like a revolving door substitutions, I feel very good play. We are still a regular at my house party. through college, I found Lee finally took our class to get a small town. that's been my intention to run into the.
graduation assignments, and assigned me and the king of new near my house the same hospital, I was surgery, he was medical. and Lee left town practice in our hospital. big brother, the third is divided in the different hospitals, primary six are preparing to study abroad. fourth of staying in school. her second child was admitted to a graduate school. Our people are far apart a dormitory.
graduated, most of the female students have a boyfriend, so that their luggage is taken away to help her boyfriend's. and in my final year, my brother was admitted to the South a key university, so I graduated , he did not come back, and students traveling to the. so my luggage when I'm packed, but I can not get back ...
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